Archive for April, 2009

Posted in Uncategorized on Saturday, April 4, 2009 by meL.

Block test results sucks. sometimes it’s just so unfair. I studied hard but still do badly. maybe God wants me to work even harder and grow in the area of commitment to him as well but i can’t help asking why people who don’t study hard do better. It’s goes beyond just annoyance for me. Especially when i know how slack they are. it’s infuriating. It’s worse when they tell me the paper is easy. Despite all these, thank God i still see hope. I still believe that i can catch up. I really had learned much from this few months. I wavered so many times in the course of serving God but God still remain faithful, still gave me hope and his presence when i needed him so much. I disappointed myself, disappointed some people ard me, but my awesome God wishes the best for me. I feel so blessed whenever i remember God’s promises. His promises that we as his people will be mroe than conquerors, we will be the head and not the tail, we sill success in all areas of our life when we follow God’s path of righteousness. For the next 3 months, it’s going to be worse the past 3 months that i had but i pray that God will mold me to be who he wants me to be. I am in desperate need of time to study………………………..